May 25, 2018 was the craziest day of my life.
Well, the 24th was… In the wee first hour of the 25th I became ‘Mom.’ And how that was two years ago already, I have no idea. It honestly seems like just yesterday AND forever ago all at once.
People constantly tell you that the time goes by so fast and you don’t quite understand the saying until you’re living it but if I’m being honest, there have been moments that seem to have been a life time. Those early days where the nights and days all blended together. The midnight diaper explosions, the crying you can’t seem to calm…
And many of you know my walk in PPA (Postpartum Anxiety). That 6 months of my life seems like it would never end – like I was never going to get my old self back. But with counseling and some good meds – I’m back! Still doing some on and off counseling but no meds now and looking back at that time still in shock at what the body does and goes through when it comes to growing a baby! Women are honestly super hero’s and bad-asses!
Bridger is the thing I didn’t know I needed in my life. And now that he’s two and with a little sister on the way, my life seems so lame before kids. I know I did super fun stuff, slept more and went on vacations but I honestly can’t image not having his cute little face to wake up to every morning.
I guess, here’s to three!